샤이닝 OST Part.5 – 수빈

A light turns on in my memory
It becomes clearer when I close my eyes
The sight of you
That my heart has been waiting for so long

I thought you were gone
No, I thought you’d be erased
I hoped you’d fade as much as the distance between us
Quietly, painfully, as time went by

But why are you still here?
Why are you still alive in my heart?
In every gap between my days
There’s no space where you aren’t there
Here, my heart only seems to
Grow deeper

The day I spent in silence
Is now too burdensome, too heavy
The words I hid behind my smiles
Have piled up so high
Unable to go anywhere
Remaining inside my heart

But why are you still here?
Why are you still alive in my heart?
In every gap between my days
There’s no space where you aren’t there
Here, my heart only seems to—

All those days
Without holding anything back
I missed you
Like a daily task
Sometimes like a habit
Endless
Longing
I carry it on my shoulders...
(I miss you)
(I miss you)
(So much it hurts)
(I miss you)
(I miss you)
(I miss you)

But why are you still here?
Why are you still alive in my heart?
In every gap between my days
There’s no space where you aren’t there
Here, my heart only seems to
Grow deeper