멋진 신세계 OST Part.3 – Gwyn Dorado

My own back, which I can never see no matter how I try
Is it smiling, or is it crying?
A weary shadow following me step by step
When I stop and ask, there’s only an unknowable silence

Sad memories that pour down without warning
Fearing they might soak my heart and stain it with pain
Even when I try to bring out the good days to cover it up
Before I know it, a terrible longing seeps through

If I can never go back to any of those days
I should cut off the heart I've saved up and just live on
With all my breath, so I never lose to the world again
I try to hide this desperate, aching heart

Different sunlight, different wind, it feels like a brand new day
But when I close my eyes, I’m still at that spot where I lost my heart
A welcoming memory I used to stare at blankly
Are you stepping back, worried you might become a burden?

Not a single day have I ever been truly alone
Like the breath I exhale no matter how much I hold it in
My heart that beats endlessly toward someone
I try to endure, fearing it might grow weak, fearing it might turn into pain

Like the sun holding the rain, somewhere in our ultimate destiny
I hope the place we reach toward each other is that rainbow

If I can never go back to any of those days
I should cut off the heart I've saved up and just live on
With all my breath, so I never lose to the world again
I try to hide this desperate, aching heart