그렇게 나쁘진 않을걸 – 안예은 (AHN YEEUN)

Say that I've gone mad instead
Tell me that I'm out of my mind
That everything before my eyes is all a lie

Until blood wells from my fingers
Turning the clock hands backward
Until the soles of my feet burst apart
Walking the path I came, over and over again

Whether I'm going back or just wandering lost
Trapped inside an eternity of eternal time
I'm looking for the wrong picture

Say that I've gone mad instead
Tell me that I'm out of my mind
That everything before my eyes is all a lie

Fine, I'll say that I've gone mad
I'll say that I'm out of my mind
Please just tell me where it all began

If I dare to label this as love
It leads to a hell within hell
Even when I try to look away, it sprouts back relentlessly
Under the very name of love

Whether I'm still deluded even with the answer in hand
Bound somewhere inside a frozen moment of time
I'm looking for the right piece

Say that I've gone mad instead
Tell me that I'm out of my mind
That everything I hear is all a lie

Fine, I'll say that I've gone mad
I'll say that I'm out of my mind
Please just tell me how far this goes

Truth is, I already know
I can feel it with my entire body
Sinking into a swamp and shaking my head, they'll probably mock me too
Even so, I refuse to believe it
Praying and praying that it all becomes a lie
Please, just let me plummet into the emptiness as I am