Half of Me (반틈)

I guess it's all passed, the good days
No more good words are coming out
It seems like the end is right in front of my nose
Because you're leaving me alone and going far away
Why?
Left here alone in this suffocating world
As you, who was torn out from half of my life
I'm watching you leave

Time is still too fast
And for us, something different
Even that emptiness follows
Please listen to what I'm saying
Choosing sharp words and cutting again
Those hearts split in two
Can't be sewn back together, but It's alright
It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow
It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow

Protecting each other, looking after each other
Back then when we promised eternity
You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
Again, you're only telling lies
The anxious heart torments those many days even more
And then disappears far, far away
Like a half has been torn away

Under the streetlamp in front of your house
Only the footprints increased
Your words saying you're okay
Cut out my heart
Wet shoes, cold coffee
Even if my whole day passes like this
Just like we always did
It will become okay

Just like usual, only you are not by my side
If this emptiness becomes familiar
The papers with promises written on them now feel like scraps
Like the mole on your neck
I'm fine. Don't hug me tight
Don't give me that look like you're hugging me tight just to leave
I'm fine. Don't bite me inside
Could you at least fill that half with cotton before you leave
I didn't hold back my tears because it's the last time
But why are you okay, saying it's the last time
There are so many words I haven't finished yet
You're too much, you're cold, you're too much

Protecting each other, looking after each other
Back then when we promised eternity
You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
Again, you're only telling lies
The anxious heart torments those many days even more
And then disappears far, far away
Like a half has been torn away

I think this house has been like this from the start
It's cold, so I need lighting
A warm color
A scent that makes me sleep well
I should take out the diffuser now, yeah
Only now does it feel real
The blank space in the room where half is empty, yeah
When I'm staring blankly
No words came out
Was I a worn-out warmth like clothes I don't wear
I'm worried it might be natural, like being forgotten when the weather gets warm
It has to be you, it can't be anyone else
Even if I fill it with something else, it all becomes a lie
It's itchy but swelling up, like lint
It shows on my face, like fuzz

Protecting each other, looking after each other
Back then when we promised eternity
You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
Again, you're only telling lies
The anxious heart torments those many days even more
And then disappears far, far away
Like a half has been torn away