Half of Me (반틈)

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Kim Seungmin · RYUL · Layone · OLNL · Cosmic Boy

• 01TITLEHalf of Me (반틈)
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  아마 다 지나갔나 봐 좋은 날이
  더 이상은 안 나와 좋은 말이
  코앞까지 다가왔나 봐 종말이
  넌 나를 혼자 남겨두고 멀리 떠나가니까
  Why?
  갑갑한 이 세상 속 홀로 여기 남아
  내 삶 속에서 반틈 떼 집어낸 네가
  나가는 걸 보고 있어

  시간은 여전히 너무나 빠른
  또 우리에게는 색다른
  그 공허함마저 잇따른
  좀 들어보라고 내 말을
  날 선 단얼 골라 또 자르지
  그 두 동강 나버린 마음은
  꿰맬 수는 없지만 It's alright
  It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow
  It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow

  지켜주는 거, 서롤 보살피는 거
  영원을 기약했던 그때
  돌변하는 너, 멀리 떠나는 너
  또 넌 거짓말만 하네
  애타는 심장은 그 많은 날들을 더 괴롭히고서는
  멀리, 이내 멀리 사라져만 가
  반을 떼어낸 것처럼

  네 집 앞거리 가로등 불 밑
  발자국만 점점 늘었지
  괜찮다는 너의 말이
  내 맘을 오려내
  젖은 신발, 식은 커피에
  내 하루가 다 지나가도
  우린 늘 그랬던 것처럼
  괜찮아질 거야

  평소 그랬던 것처럼 내 곁에는 너만 없다
  이 허전함이 익숙하면
  약속이 적힌 종이들은 이젠 쪼가리 같아
  네 목에 생긴 점처럼
  I'm fine. Don't hug me tight
  세게 안고 떠나가려는 눈빛 하지마
  I'm fine. Don't bite me inside
  그 반에 솜이라도 채워놓고 떠나줄래
  난 마지막이라 눈물 안 참았는데
  넌 마지막이라며 왜 괜찮아
  마저 하지 못한 말이 많아
  너무해 매정해 너무해

  지켜주는 거, 서롤 보살피는 거
  영원을 기약했던 그때
  돌변하는 너, 멀리 떠나는 너
  또 넌 거짓말만 하네
  애타는 심장은 그 많은 날들을 더 괴롭히고서는
  멀리, 이내 멀리 사라져만 가
  반을 떼어낸 것처럼

  원래부터 이랬던 거 같아 이 집안이
  차가워 그래서 필요해 조명은
  따듯한 색깔이
  잠이 잘 올 듯한 향기
  디퓨저도 이제 꺼내 놓아야지 yeah
  이제야 나네 실감이
  절반이 비어버린 방의 빈칸이 yeah
  빤히 바라보고 있을 때
  아무런 말이 안 나오던데
  난 안 입는 옷처럼 낡은 따듯함이었나
  날이 풀리면 잊혀지듯 당연한 걸까 봐
  걱정돼 네가 아니면 안 돼
  다른 거로 채워도 전부 거짓말이 돼서
  간지러운데 부풀고 있어 보푸라기
  내 표정에 티가 나네 솜털같이

  지켜주는 거, 서롤 보살피는 거
  영원을 기약했던 그때
  돌변하는 너, 멀리 떠나는 너
  또 넌 거짓말만 하네
  애타는 심장은 그 많은 날들을 더 괴롭히고서는
  멀리, 이내 멀리 사라져만 가
  반을 떼어낸 것처럼

  I guess it's all passed, the good days
  No more good words are coming out
  It seems like the end is right in front of my nose
  Because you're leaving me alone and going far away
  Why?
  Left here alone in this suffocating world
  As you, who was torn out from half of my life
  I'm watching you leave

  Time is still too fast
  And for us, something different
  Even that emptiness follows
  Please listen to what I'm saying
  Choosing sharp words and cutting again
  Those hearts split in two
  Can't be sewn back together, but It's alright
  It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow
  It will be okay, Not today, But tomorrow

  Protecting each other, looking after each other
  Back then when we promised eternity
  You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
  Again, you're only telling lies
  The anxious heart torments those many days even more
  And then disappears far, far away
  Like a half has been torn away

  Under the streetlamp in front of your house
  Only the footprints increased
  Your words saying you're okay
  Cut out my heart
  Wet shoes, cold coffee
  Even if my whole day passes like this
  Just like we always did
  It will become okay

  Just like usual, only you are not by my side
  If this emptiness becomes familiar
  The papers with promises written on them now feel like scraps
  Like the mole on your neck
  I'm fine. Don't hug me tight
  Don't give me that look like you're hugging me tight just to leave
  I'm fine. Don't bite me inside
  Could you at least fill that half with cotton before you leave
  I didn't hold back my tears because it's the last time
  But why are you okay, saying it's the last time
  There are so many words I haven't finished yet
  You're too much, you're cold, you're too much

  Protecting each other, looking after each other
  Back then when we promised eternity
  You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
  Again, you're only telling lies
  The anxious heart torments those many days even more
  And then disappears far, far away
  Like a half has been torn away

  I think this house has been like this from the start
  It's cold, so I need lighting
  A warm color
  A scent that makes me sleep well
  I should take out the diffuser now, yeah
  Only now does it feel real
  The blank space in the room where half is empty, yeah
  When I'm staring blankly
  No words came out
  Was I a worn-out warmth like clothes I don't wear
  I'm worried it might be natural, like being forgotten when the weather gets warm
  It has to be you, it can't be anyone else
  Even if I fill it with something else, it all becomes a lie
  It's itchy but swelling up, like lint
  It shows on my face, like fuzz

  Protecting each other, looking after each other
  Back then when we promised eternity
  You, who suddenly changes, you, who leaves far away
  Again, you're only telling lies
  The anxious heart torments those many days even more
  And then disappears far, far away
  Like a half has been torn away